There's a message in my phone and I don't want to open it
Got drunk last night and let a little too much slip
Why does everybody gotta be a future prospect?
I'm treating validation like a cure
A way to fix what I can't fix
I'm gonna be broken forever
It's who I am
I'm a toxic piece of shit that I can't stand
Will I ever be anything other than white trash beautiful?
Just don't let them bury me as a man
I'm back up to my stupid shit again
It's all laid out so clear
But I'm falling right back in
How many times do I have to do this?
To believe you could love my body
For the fucked up shape it is?
Is there a pattern that I don't know?
Is it something deep within?
Am I worth saving?
Because I don't feel it
My worth is just the fingers on my skin
I'm gonna fuck you over, it's who I am
I'm a fucked up, jaded cunt that I can't stand
I won't ever be anything, not even White Trash Beautiful
Just don't let them bury me as a man
I'm a fucking mess, but I know who I am.
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